SIAM...

Shit It's Already Monday...

(This was written yesterday)

woke up, and felt like going back to bed... head was slightly aching... but now am feeling alrite... lips are still feeling a bit weird… is it an allergy? Maybe… to what? Nobody knows… well, maybe this is my thorn in my flesh…

Have been pondering over what I call socio-relational dynamics… or SRDs… SRDs define communal theory as well as attraction theory. Communal theory describes the tendency for a commune of individuals to group into communal groups of lowest standard deviations. Attraction theory describes the innate nature of individuals to seek out other individuals of high attraction factor. SRD studies identifies the predominant behavioural traits and roles in a communal group, analyzing motivations and reasons behind each action.

Aniways… back to my intentions… I fully intend to complete either one of my song expos *I believe* or *Hold me close* by this week… it has been dragging on, and new inspirations keep coming in… I am currently not happy with the lyrical component in *I believe*. But I am positive it’ll be sorted out soon. After these two pieces, I’m going to experiment with re-compositing *eternal sunshine* with a full blown instrumental group…

(Now, this is written today)

Yesterday’s mee goreng was expensive (bell bought everything from safeway), and was not fantastically tasty (I screwed up). But was a good time to catch up wif them… went to bed… woke up at 330 am… and talked to Xindy, shared with her the lavidian theology, and then watched a bit of some stoopid teen-movie…

Health is recovering, but lips still dunno… Lord.. WHY ME? Why gimme such a thorn? Doesn’t matter… Life goes on. Me waking at 330 am was a weird thingy… as I never wake at that hour… then suddenly I did, and Xindy needed to talk to someone… it’s how do you say it, divine intervention… just like now. Tonite having dinner wif Val… not sure what to do yet… hee… I can’t wait for tomorrow… dinner at pacific house… READ: DUCK!… then badminton… and then… rest…

Thursday will be my study time… I think I wanna complete my assignment asap... Val just msged me to CANCEL… oh well.. I’ll just go home and do laundry, cook a bit, and get some rest.. still slightly sick… but recovering well. I wanna compose more songs too… haa...

i am the ultimate lavidian