TIME FLIES...

I have been so insanely bz that i have had no time to update this blog... maybe i should consider cancelling it... nah... i'll persevere...

Last week in perspective... thurs cooked kiwi infused seared chicken and condensed milk brocolli + mushrooms... no mood to give recipe details now.. haha...

then there was thurs, and a mental overload... there was a major bug at work that i had to fix - however, i had a dinner planned... saz, rach, winnie and sister came over... unfortunately... after that, i had to plough through my work - finished at around 330 am, but at least ironed out the bug. next day, we delivered and presented dev to client, who seemed pleased, which was good.

friday nite... shopping!!! haha... bought a mike stand for my mike (now, my room looks like a real studio)... and ordered a Yamaha keyboard. pretty pricey... but i am, therefore i get what i want (within reason). Set up the mike... slacked, and rested... brain was in a gruelish state. saturday, woke up EARLY at 8am... went to play futsal... was swell... despite my slip and fall, brining the world crashing down on top of me... really felt the repercussions on the body after that, but still, haha... FUTSAL...

Am considering to join a particular church camp in 2 wks...

After futsal, went to buy $60 worth of meat... for my cooking endeavours... brain is mulsh at this point, no energy left... need to recuperate...

Then, Mich's bdae - went to Dragon Boat... great food, great ppl, swell time. Then, cell... um... yah... there is a possibility that could happen... a dire distinctive possibility.. but we'll see... am i too wild to lead a christian group? perhaps... but oh well...

then nite... cammie's kidnapping b-dae surprise... absolutely stunning... they did a great job of planning it... with fluffy kinky handcuffs, blindfold and all... she was soo um... inriguing... haha... ended up at carlton gardens with sweet candles on the floor - absolutely stunning... but still, a rather standard surprise... I still dun understand... why celebrate 1 year closer to death?

aniways... got my blades back, rested... sunday, went to AOG with sis... was swell... was about 40 days - ministry. i started thinking about my own ministry, and how i had lost my focus... my drive... i need a new church.... and i need it soon!! maybe that camp will be a good idea for me to discover an area i can impact... after all i am the lavidian... where else can you find one such as me?

lunch was with Kiffy, Belldy and Roxy. Sucky food, but at least i'm still alive. then bumped into Jamie L., had coffee, talked about his Aussie Army experience... Intriguing... and encouraging in a certain way. Bought some stuff at asian groceries, walked home, and napped ( my neck was still hurting like crazeee). Slept and slept... then Rach came to borrow my camera... gave her a quickie lesson - hope she doesn't fumble under the pressure in europe (3wks among some of the most classical architectures and brilliance)... how i wish i went too... *dreamy look* --- OKIE... back to reality... i have a dream.. i will pursue... i can't wait for my keyboard to arrive... then i'll rerecord eternal sunshine, and all my other songs... before embarking on a new set of songs... i wanna vid. them up too... but how? need inspiration... still slightly lacking, last wk due to occurances, insp level dropped by 7% to 78%... need to keep pushing it upupupup!!

then vid. rach doing some rather stoopid stuff... how stoopid? um... abso-stunning-lutely... how stoopid can a person get? haha... lavidian extremity... intrepid intrigue.

she left. i started work on the dinner today ... then realised i was still LACKIGN in both equipment and ingredients... haha... but still started the initial cooking process... BAKUTEH.. simple, easy, but then again.. i'm super lz now... no NRG for anything at all... need rest... bad... hmm... super lz 'coz i'm super bz? so no mood / NRG for anythign else...

still... Tim is leaving back to MY for a while... gonna miss that guy... but in a month he'll be back, and we'll attempt to launch a pokernite... made fish pasta for dinner yest... started practicing my old songs again... wow... deja vu... the feeling of old, the rendezvous with memory lane... my new conceptual songs are nice... but i've been unable to continue after the first verse...

today... work is alrite, am still feeling quesy... am wondering... what if what could be is? then i realise what is is simply a manifestation of thoughts in actions.

Another random thought - relationships - To get who you want, is to be who you want to want you to be. hmm...

am i blabbering so much that NOBODY understands... hahaa... too bad then...


i am the ultimate lavidian