brain is almost back to normal.. body still slightly weak, but recovering... i just watched my um.. 2004 cooking video i think.. going to try to edit.. gosh.. i was SOO full of crap... laughed my head off.. totally insane.. was i ever that kewl.. gosh, if i was half as kewl as i was then, i think i'm still pretty darn kewl.. i just need to keep pushing the correct buttons and keep my mind focused on the multiple facets. i do have multiple facets, and that is what makes me supremely unique... a balloon full of ideas... and an uncanny ability to get things done (if i want it done badly enuf)...

so yeah.. i am the JL.. forever and ever more...

Lavidas forever more...

i am the ultimate lavidian