Recovery.
After a HUGE wkend the weeek before, i did not realise it, but it toook a CHUNK out of me... system-wide shutdown of most critical systems. Sunday + Monday represented a weird state of regression into a neofetal state. Weird. totally uncalled for, but life is such... coupled with a sudden detractment from reality, the subsequence consequence was a withdrawal. Withdrawal from life. however, my inbuilt anti-depression routines kicked in, and i embarked on a recovery process. although i have yet to ascertain the cause of this sudden mental psychosis, i believe it is directly correlated to the recent progression of events.
Event 1: failure to complete the rollerblading move to saturday.Event 2: sudden fragmentation of internal goal-driven processes.Event 3: a paradox loop that has brought internal processing to a dead halt.Event 4: collapse in social planning subsystems - need a rehaul.
The abovementioned 4 events were the primary causes of the system-wide shutdown. Since then, i've recovered to 48%, which is still relatively low compared to the pre-weekend high of 89%.
Umm.. update on past wk... let's see... badminton as usual on weds, friday i received an SOS from Saz to help her move, so we did that, wif red and Winnie... sat, had brekky wif Chloe, then groceries then picnic with the gang. The old gang with new members... i miss them... SOOO much... they are so sweet... to the extent of putting up with my ideosyncracies. hmm... oh well.. c'est la vie. after picnic, crashed their cell, then went to dinner at sofia's then um... hung out at carlton gardens wif Wes, Sarah and Sandy. Then i crashed. taht night... totally blew out.sunday - felt the extent of the shutdown... rested... then at night watched F1 Bahrain wif the sister... taht was swell. Monday - parma night, and discussions of exporting the DTFC to sydney.
then... crashed again.
today systems are up to 49% from a last night low of 23%.
Yes. I am on a rapid recovery. All things considered. i can expect a potential 69 to 75% by tonight.
i am the ultimate lavidian
After a HUGE wkend the weeek before, i did not realise it, but it toook a CHUNK out of me... system-wide shutdown of most critical systems. Sunday + Monday represented a weird state of regression into a neofetal state. Weird. totally uncalled for, but life is such... coupled with a sudden detractment from reality, the subsequence consequence was a withdrawal. Withdrawal from life. however, my inbuilt anti-depression routines kicked in, and i embarked on a recovery process. although i have yet to ascertain the cause of this sudden mental psychosis, i believe it is directly correlated to the recent progression of events.
Event 1: failure to complete the rollerblading move to saturday.Event 2: sudden fragmentation of internal goal-driven processes.Event 3: a paradox loop that has brought internal processing to a dead halt.Event 4: collapse in social planning subsystems - need a rehaul.
The abovementioned 4 events were the primary causes of the system-wide shutdown. Since then, i've recovered to 48%, which is still relatively low compared to the pre-weekend high of 89%.
Umm.. update on past wk... let's see... badminton as usual on weds, friday i received an SOS from Saz to help her move, so we did that, wif red and Winnie... sat, had brekky wif Chloe, then groceries then picnic with the gang. The old gang with new members... i miss them... SOOO much... they are so sweet... to the extent of putting up with my ideosyncracies. hmm... oh well.. c'est la vie. after picnic, crashed their cell, then went to dinner at sofia's then um... hung out at carlton gardens wif Wes, Sarah and Sandy. Then i crashed. taht night... totally blew out.sunday - felt the extent of the shutdown... rested... then at night watched F1 Bahrain wif the sister... taht was swell. Monday - parma night, and discussions of exporting the DTFC to sydney.
then... crashed again.
today systems are up to 49% from a last night low of 23%.
Yes. I am on a rapid recovery. All things considered. i can expect a potential 69 to 75% by tonight.
i am the ultimate lavidian
posted by ultimate Lavidian at
10:25 am
2 Comments:
There is a 98% chance that you are 21% human and 79% computer.
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Anonymous, at 5:53 pm
there is a 100% chance that i am simply 100% human wired in a logical controlled manner...
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ultimate Lavidian, at 8:53 am
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