the last two weeks have been intriguing, to say the least...
a sudden influx in demands, and a slight perpetuation of disorder has seeped into my daily routine... distraction from goals have resulted in wasted hours and haggard me.
4-hour sleep a night over 4 days will take a huge chunk out of your energies, and i have been drained...
i apologise... to myself, for losing my focus, for allowing minor distractions to sway me from my goals and ambitions. to my advent supporters, sorry i have failed to meet up with your high expectations. however, despite my recent brush with my decline... rest assured, the ultimate lavidian will still prevail. with widescale changes expected to sweep through my life, i fear that i may crumble under the immense pressure.
the one extraneous factor that has overwhelmed my well laid plans is my social life... due to a sudden explosion in social demands, i have been neglecting my work, my studies and my dreams. I forgot that the only reason a person has to live for is their dreams, their destiny... as the ultimate lavidian, i have to continually strive towards excellence, to be the shining light, the example to all the normal average humanoid lifeforms that inhabitate this planet. (Man, that was a 110% geeky statement)... but haha... c'est la vie. i am the ultimate lavidian... and i must never forget that fact. once i lift my feet off my lavidas lifestyle, i fall... and that brings me FURTHER and FURTHER away from the goal... to be the TRUE lavidian.
Yes, i am a proud wannabe... i wanna become the 100% pure and true lavidian... despite being the ultimate (comparing to others), i am still far from perfection... and the true lavidian is the integral perfection...
Dreams were made to be achieved... but fear keeps us from achieving them... fear of failure, fear of inconsequential consequences. Badminton is on a hiatus for 2 wks... due to stoopid FINA... can't wait for the opportunity to befall...
blading was unfortunately cancelled last wk due to uncontrollable circumstances... MAYBE we should wear ponchos and blade... just in case the tears from heaven try to prevent us.
Cruel fate may twist life around you, but the lavidian way of life allows us to circumvent that... by applying a combination of grit determination, self application, and perspective management. many times it's how we interpret circumstances that result in an emotional response. Example... i give you a monkey... you either like it or loathe it. Those two responses in emotional in nature, however, both are equal in all probabilities... and the interpretation of each individual is based on conditioning. Conditioning allows a person's true value system to be superceded with a new artificial value system which the person would believe is 100% natural. Thus, if there is a circumstance by which you are receiving a response in which you deem inappropriate, apply the lavidian response conditioning technique (you can ask me how to apply this), and ta-da... a totally new reality. your professors will LURVE you, your friends will give you LOTS of chocolates, and i will accept you into the ranks of lavidian maggot.
am i bored... no... am i stressed... yes... am i confused... i dunno... but i know one thing for sure... the lavidian is on an uphill spike...
assignment due in 2 days w/o any prior work done... that's tonite, babe. i'm going to apply a technique i developed last year known as the "lavidian super last minute cram until your brain is totally fried but you feel like you are on super steroids' technique which has brought forth AMAZING results at the price of my sanity... yes i know... you think that there is no measurable difference between my sanity now and then... but i still protest... there is a difference...
in all my ramblings i have not updated you on my currency of situation.
1. trying to fit into the church / cell group2. trying to continue to grow the lavidian belief3. doin 2 subjects this semester, twice my load from last year4. statistical 350% increase in social activities from last year5. statistical 520% increase in mental insanity6. organising musical trips... miss saigon + phantom...7. a sudden desire to launch my own musical... to be called... LAVIDAs.. the true story8. parents are here... WHEE!!9. i am getting a new car... Audi A3? A4? or ford focus?10. i am thinking... new small digital camera - inconvenient to lug an slr around... to take pictures of all the hot chix in melb... and NO... that does not refer to you.
i am the ultimate lavidian...
a sudden influx in demands, and a slight perpetuation of disorder has seeped into my daily routine... distraction from goals have resulted in wasted hours and haggard me.
4-hour sleep a night over 4 days will take a huge chunk out of your energies, and i have been drained...
i apologise... to myself, for losing my focus, for allowing minor distractions to sway me from my goals and ambitions. to my advent supporters, sorry i have failed to meet up with your high expectations. however, despite my recent brush with my decline... rest assured, the ultimate lavidian will still prevail. with widescale changes expected to sweep through my life, i fear that i may crumble under the immense pressure.
the one extraneous factor that has overwhelmed my well laid plans is my social life... due to a sudden explosion in social demands, i have been neglecting my work, my studies and my dreams. I forgot that the only reason a person has to live for is their dreams, their destiny... as the ultimate lavidian, i have to continually strive towards excellence, to be the shining light, the example to all the normal average humanoid lifeforms that inhabitate this planet. (Man, that was a 110% geeky statement)... but haha... c'est la vie. i am the ultimate lavidian... and i must never forget that fact. once i lift my feet off my lavidas lifestyle, i fall... and that brings me FURTHER and FURTHER away from the goal... to be the TRUE lavidian.
Yes, i am a proud wannabe... i wanna become the 100% pure and true lavidian... despite being the ultimate (comparing to others), i am still far from perfection... and the true lavidian is the integral perfection...
Dreams were made to be achieved... but fear keeps us from achieving them... fear of failure, fear of inconsequential consequences. Badminton is on a hiatus for 2 wks... due to stoopid FINA... can't wait for the opportunity to befall...
blading was unfortunately cancelled last wk due to uncontrollable circumstances... MAYBE we should wear ponchos and blade... just in case the tears from heaven try to prevent us.
Cruel fate may twist life around you, but the lavidian way of life allows us to circumvent that... by applying a combination of grit determination, self application, and perspective management. many times it's how we interpret circumstances that result in an emotional response. Example... i give you a monkey... you either like it or loathe it. Those two responses in emotional in nature, however, both are equal in all probabilities... and the interpretation of each individual is based on conditioning. Conditioning allows a person's true value system to be superceded with a new artificial value system which the person would believe is 100% natural. Thus, if there is a circumstance by which you are receiving a response in which you deem inappropriate, apply the lavidian response conditioning technique (you can ask me how to apply this), and ta-da... a totally new reality. your professors will LURVE you, your friends will give you LOTS of chocolates, and i will accept you into the ranks of lavidian maggot.
am i bored... no... am i stressed... yes... am i confused... i dunno... but i know one thing for sure... the lavidian is on an uphill spike...
assignment due in 2 days w/o any prior work done... that's tonite, babe. i'm going to apply a technique i developed last year known as the "lavidian super last minute cram until your brain is totally fried but you feel like you are on super steroids' technique which has brought forth AMAZING results at the price of my sanity... yes i know... you think that there is no measurable difference between my sanity now and then... but i still protest... there is a difference...
in all my ramblings i have not updated you on my currency of situation.
1. trying to fit into the church / cell group2. trying to continue to grow the lavidian belief3. doin 2 subjects this semester, twice my load from last year4. statistical 350% increase in social activities from last year5. statistical 520% increase in mental insanity6. organising musical trips... miss saigon + phantom...7. a sudden desire to launch my own musical... to be called... LAVIDAs.. the true story8. parents are here... WHEE!!9. i am getting a new car... Audi A3? A4? or ford focus?10. i am thinking... new small digital camera - inconvenient to lug an slr around... to take pictures of all the hot chix in melb... and NO... that does not refer to you.
i am the ultimate lavidian...
posted by ultimate Lavidian at
9:57 am
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