Monday was highlighted by the DTFC.. the DT Fan Club (DT being my housemate). What an honour... went to the Lounge for $6 parmas... with around 10 of us, i think... it was swell... everybody had some fun i think... Rayz and myself were just totally going nutz and all this without any alcohol... hah.. the official launch of the unofficial DTFC? maybe... haha...

yeah, there was a lotta crappin' and singin' and loads of dancin'... then got home... um... home... yeah... i was SUPPOSED to start my assignment... but had NO mood... sheesh... time is ticking away and all i'm doing is wasting time?? hehe...

you know... sometimes i wonder... what is the lavidian's purpose... then i realise... the purpose is... to HAVE a purpose... hmm...

i am the ultimate lavidian

whoa... one more weekend has passed by, as time drips through my fingers, i realise the one important fact... i am the ultimate lavidian, and i am alive... despite circumstances, one's dream is what keeps one alive...

okay, now down to the gist of it... last coupla days were VERY eventful to say the least... Weds completed teh assignment, Thurs did the bladign thingy, went to ITO for dinner wif Chloe, then durian gelato... but the highlight of that night... the black beauty - she was shimmering the the starry night, calling out my name... but i resisted... i must resist the Audi TT... at least for the time being...

the future beckons... oh yah.. and recent update... due to popular demand, Claire is no more. Now, she is Eden. I still have no idea why people prefer a dead hero to a live hero... maybe it's the whole concept of um... when you die, you start becoming famous... sorrie claire, from now hence, you will be known as Eden, the harbinger of life...

Well... the top 10 spots have been filled. that's all there is at this point of time...

*back to my beautiful story of my life... Thursday gone. Come Friday... Red. Dinner at um... where again? um... yes.. some Thai place along swannie... then went to watch TMNT.. was um... visually beautiful, crappy main story arc, fantastic side arcs... then the walk.. yes. you can never not have that romantic stroll down the boulevard... then dun rem.. then sat... parents + sis + krispy kreme + miss marples + pies in the sky... then lifegroup, then um... dinner... then crashed the old group, and then went home... FACT: there is an ominous cloud overhead... with multiplexities that have dire consequences... oooh... i'm sooo scared....

ha!

sunday... church, lunch @ some HK bbq with huge servings in flemington... nice... i like... even bumped into parents + sista. then... met ty, and some others, went down to the chocolate exhibition thingy... then they left after walkign through the coffee, but failed to locat the coffee. i met up wif chloe and her groupies for a short while... sampled some dark chocs... and then bumped into Ray and Pink... it's been what, 12-15months? caught up, joined them and Pink's cousin and his groupies for drinks @ Fed Sq, then went off pub crawlign... we hit Kitten Club, and Ms Aquiris' *I dun rem... was probably too um... tipsy... haha... nice peeps... NEVER pub crawl on sundays... EVERYTHING's closed...

then red joined us... and after a walk, she FORGOT the camera... *haha...

do i make sense? no. am i supposed to make sense? no....

tonite is $6 parma @ lounge... expenses have blown up.

i am the ultimate lavidian... waiting for me eden

recent developments have been promising...

after serious discussions with Timmy, it is extremely likely that the venture will take off by the end of the year. Once it happens, the next phase begins, and the challenges will overwhelm once again. Will I, be of sufficient lavidas to embrace my destiny??? OF COURSE... needless to say. so yes...

other endeavours have come to a screeching halt due to a impasse of obstacles and a general lack of sustanance. Started work on an assignment... week's been nice so far. sunday went to the thai food fest wif dorothy and Cherry, was nice, had chicken skewers and pad thai...

BEAUTIFUL weather... that's WHY i stay in melbourne. after that cherry and i walked along the melbourne markets @ the arts centre...

went home... then went to tyler's to watch the Melbourne F1... was one of the best races ever... Messa was stunning in his fightback, Raikonnen calm in his dominance, and to see Hamilton drive so strongly barely behind Alonso (i still think McLaren rigged the pit stop to allow Alonso to overtake Hamilton). supposed to do a dinner thingy wif red i think... but extenuating circumstances made it a supper... went to bimbo along brunswick. cheap nice pizzas - i rate them 7.5/10. Blah blah... got home late, slept even later...

monday?? work... then met timmy + gang for a last dinner @ peko peko. EVERYBODY MUST go there... the pop chicken and honey chicken are to DIE for... no kidding...

tuesday? went for the Bible Study. Was interesting, had this US colonel guy talk... he was very learned... was a great session, though my thoughts were generally focused on the thrubbing sensation in my head... along with the sweaty palms and stinging sensation in my frontal lobe... i know the asprin i took later that night helped to calm my instable system. a word of advice.... people. SLEEP! if you do not sleep, your body reacts unexectedly.

also i may have located a potential partner, Timmy, if you're reading this... met Ernie, a girl who's sorta into games. will expose her to the lavidian way of life, and may induct her into the venture. an asset? or a liability? only time will tell.

hmm... speaking about asset management... i am in the process of ironing out several details in the organisating of a new musical group. since it has been widely accepted that i fall into the category of NO talent in singing... i will endeavour to start a new pop group... i call it the LAVIDAS 5. fashioned after the spice girls maybe? i'll be the grinning song writer/manager reaping in the profits of the bimbotic songs...

the rest of the week?? culminating in a saturday of clashing plans??? i must still try to make it to the lifegroup on saturday... i miss the peeps there... and i do wanna get to know them better. today is wednesday... wednesday is assignment night (only for this night). thursday is blading night, and assignment submission night (only for this night). Friday... is my super duper chilling night... *hmm... and i used to wonder where all my time went to... so yes... dsepite all the busy busy events packing my schedule, i will and MUST make time to further the lavidian way of life... it is the lavidas who live, the rest just breathe.

is it an addiction? or just an obsession? It has been known for a while now that I have an obsession with people. Although i categorise most people under the super duper useless category, there are a few who qualify as quality, and those who do are set for a lifetime of honour and respect.

Another phase i am entering into soon, is known as the Claire phase. Once Claire enters my life another paradigm begins. I fully intend to compose a book... for people to book in who wants a ride in Claire... you can start registering your interest soon. I just hope there are no complications with Claire. Ah well...

What else?

i am the ultimate lavidian.

the last two weeks have been intriguing, to say the least...

a sudden influx in demands, and a slight perpetuation of disorder has seeped into my daily routine... distraction from goals have resulted in wasted hours and haggard me.
4-hour sleep a night over 4 days will take a huge chunk out of your energies, and i have been drained...

i apologise... to myself, for losing my focus, for allowing minor distractions to sway me from my goals and ambitions. to my advent supporters, sorry i have failed to meet up with your high expectations. however, despite my recent brush with my decline... rest assured, the ultimate lavidian will still prevail. with widescale changes expected to sweep through my life, i fear that i may crumble under the immense pressure.

the one extraneous factor that has overwhelmed my well laid plans is my social life... due to a sudden explosion in social demands, i have been neglecting my work, my studies and my dreams. I forgot that the only reason a person has to live for is their dreams, their destiny... as the ultimate lavidian, i have to continually strive towards excellence, to be the shining light, the example to all the normal average humanoid lifeforms that inhabitate this planet. (Man, that was a 110% geeky statement)... but haha... c'est la vie. i am the ultimate lavidian... and i must never forget that fact. once i lift my feet off my lavidas lifestyle, i fall... and that brings me FURTHER and FURTHER away from the goal... to be the TRUE lavidian.

Yes, i am a proud wannabe... i wanna become the 100% pure and true lavidian... despite being the ultimate (comparing to others), i am still far from perfection... and the true lavidian is the integral perfection...

Dreams were made to be achieved... but fear keeps us from achieving them... fear of failure, fear of inconsequential consequences. Badminton is on a hiatus for 2 wks... due to stoopid FINA... can't wait for the opportunity to befall...

blading was unfortunately cancelled last wk due to uncontrollable circumstances... MAYBE we should wear ponchos and blade... just in case the tears from heaven try to prevent us.

Cruel fate may twist life around you, but the lavidian way of life allows us to circumvent that... by applying a combination of grit determination, self application, and perspective management. many times it's how we interpret circumstances that result in an emotional response. Example... i give you a monkey... you either like it or loathe it. Those two responses in emotional in nature, however, both are equal in all probabilities... and the interpretation of each individual is based on conditioning. Conditioning allows a person's true value system to be superceded with a new artificial value system which the person would believe is 100% natural. Thus, if there is a circumstance by which you are receiving a response in which you deem inappropriate, apply the lavidian response conditioning technique (you can ask me how to apply this), and ta-da... a totally new reality. your professors will LURVE you, your friends will give you LOTS of chocolates, and i will accept you into the ranks of lavidian maggot.

am i bored... no... am i stressed... yes... am i confused... i dunno... but i know one thing for sure... the lavidian is on an uphill spike...

assignment due in 2 days w/o any prior work done... that's tonite, babe. i'm going to apply a technique i developed last year known as the "lavidian super last minute cram until your brain is totally fried but you feel like you are on super steroids' technique which has brought forth AMAZING results at the price of my sanity... yes i know... you think that there is no measurable difference between my sanity now and then... but i still protest... there is a difference...
in all my ramblings i have not updated you on my currency of situation.

1. trying to fit into the church / cell group2. trying to continue to grow the lavidian belief3. doin 2 subjects this semester, twice my load from last year4. statistical 350% increase in social activities from last year5. statistical 520% increase in mental insanity6. organising musical trips... miss saigon + phantom...7. a sudden desire to launch my own musical... to be called... LAVIDAs.. the true story8. parents are here... WHEE!!9. i am getting a new car... Audi A3? A4? or ford focus?10. i am thinking... new small digital camera - inconvenient to lug an slr around... to take pictures of all the hot chix in melb... and NO... that does not refer to you.
i am the ultimate lavidian...

self reflection, ambition, exhaustion.

those are words that describe what i have gone through in the last 2 months... wow... time flies. many people have stopped visiting my site since i have stopped writing.

well, a quick update... everything moving so fast.. my brain is once again mulsh due to a week of 5hr sleep per dat on average + lotsa kewl activities. started a weekly blading thingy to complement my weekly badminton... dropped out of saturday soccer - can't commit to that sort of waking time.

will update on the continued existance of absolution...

cheers mate!