"time passess... things happen... events occur... people change..."
this was the third mantra i inscribed in the early years of 2000, back in my exploratory days... an as i reflect upon this, i see the meaning and the quality of thought that i possessed even back then. Even now, as time slowly ticks away, various things happen, ballooning into the occurances of events, and in all that process, people start changing. I have changed, and you have too. By understanding that we cannot oppose the natural balance of life, we can then live the way life is meant to be lived...
fyi, the other two mantras are "the existance of non-existance if probably improbable," and "to be is to live."
update on my life... a whole cacophony has happened.. with the sudden reduction of events in the week before, this week has exploded into a torrent of events. i am shaken, not stirred, cautious, not alarmed. Highlights were monday's dinner... laksa king and then churos... YUMMYYYYYY... then was ST's bdae... was interesting too. what's next.. c'est la vie? tried to talk to kiffy today, but certain occurances prevented it from occuring.
what's next? the return of the king? the return of the true lavidian? yes.. maybe that's it... i am the ultimate lavidian, but perhaps, there is still another level to achieve.. to be the true lavidian... and only God can guide me down that path.
i am bz... VERY bz, but i can't get work done, am feeling stressed.. there's so much at hand at this point of time. Sat played frisbee, was swell.. very swell actually.. haha... and got some studying done. i dunno what what will unfold in the next coupla weeks... but it's all in God's hands, so i'm KEWL wif that.. lalalla... i think i'm going to go totally nutz sometime soon... LOOKING FORWARD To my thurs dinner wif patricia... now.. that's a highlight... as you can say, friday going for flare dance... to support my girls.. and guys... and sat... that's where the decisions will be made that will determine the future of the lavidian regime... i am the ultimate lavidas.. will i become the true lavidian? only time will tell.. .there are many things that i have to sort out before i embrace my destiny... Dorothy may be leaving soon too... meaning that'll be farewell to one of the most important ppls in my life... many have left, and few have filled in the huge gaps... but i'll survive and trudge on... it's the people that count, and my heart trembles with the knowing apocalypse just pending in the distance...
What is the meaning of life? Simply to live and let live? or to realise yourself, and fulfil your potential? perhaps... or perhaps... everything's just a facade... all's but faded away... let's just dance and forget all this...
what song shall we dance to??? what else is there??? "ETERNAL SUNSHINE!"
i am the ultimate lavidian...
trying to be the true lavidian
this was the third mantra i inscribed in the early years of 2000, back in my exploratory days... an as i reflect upon this, i see the meaning and the quality of thought that i possessed even back then. Even now, as time slowly ticks away, various things happen, ballooning into the occurances of events, and in all that process, people start changing. I have changed, and you have too. By understanding that we cannot oppose the natural balance of life, we can then live the way life is meant to be lived...
fyi, the other two mantras are "the existance of non-existance if probably improbable," and "to be is to live."
update on my life... a whole cacophony has happened.. with the sudden reduction of events in the week before, this week has exploded into a torrent of events. i am shaken, not stirred, cautious, not alarmed. Highlights were monday's dinner... laksa king and then churos... YUMMYYYYYY... then was ST's bdae... was interesting too. what's next.. c'est la vie? tried to talk to kiffy today, but certain occurances prevented it from occuring.
what's next? the return of the king? the return of the true lavidian? yes.. maybe that's it... i am the ultimate lavidian, but perhaps, there is still another level to achieve.. to be the true lavidian... and only God can guide me down that path.
i am bz... VERY bz, but i can't get work done, am feeling stressed.. there's so much at hand at this point of time. Sat played frisbee, was swell.. very swell actually.. haha... and got some studying done. i dunno what what will unfold in the next coupla weeks... but it's all in God's hands, so i'm KEWL wif that.. lalalla... i think i'm going to go totally nutz sometime soon... LOOKING FORWARD To my thurs dinner wif patricia... now.. that's a highlight... as you can say, friday going for flare dance... to support my girls.. and guys... and sat... that's where the decisions will be made that will determine the future of the lavidian regime... i am the ultimate lavidas.. will i become the true lavidian? only time will tell.. .there are many things that i have to sort out before i embrace my destiny... Dorothy may be leaving soon too... meaning that'll be farewell to one of the most important ppls in my life... many have left, and few have filled in the huge gaps... but i'll survive and trudge on... it's the people that count, and my heart trembles with the knowing apocalypse just pending in the distance...
What is the meaning of life? Simply to live and let live? or to realise yourself, and fulfil your potential? perhaps... or perhaps... everything's just a facade... all's but faded away... let's just dance and forget all this...
what song shall we dance to??? what else is there??? "ETERNAL SUNSHINE!"
i am the ultimate lavidian...
trying to be the true lavidian
posted by ultimate Lavidian at
10:30 pm
2 Comments:
Ultimate Lavy-man.
It's bad enough reading this drivel once, let alone twice.
"What song shall we dance to???"
How about "I'm an Asshole?"
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Anonymous, at 11:52 am
I read your posts. It seems to me that you don't like the ultimate lavidian, you despise his blogs yet you keep reading them. I don't understand. Please, enlighten me.
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