This is sooo important, i just had to make a post today...

NEWS FLASH!

For the last week i was on Telfast, an antihistamine with fexofenadine as the active ingredient. Telfast is known as Allegra in the US. The last week, its side effects caused all my chaos. for 8 days, i took one pill a day. By Friday and Saturday I started to feel weird. Sunday and Monday, my systems crashed... dizzy, nausaeus, depressed, and confused, i started wondering whether i need help. Yesterday's report of improved emotional condition was due to me stopping my pill popping on Monday. Since then, my emotions are back to normal.. HURRAH! and i realised that i am NOT in fact sufferign from neo-natal depression or PMS or middle age crisis or whatever not.

So, If I have in fact been behaving strangely, you know now the truth, and the truth will set you free...

i am back to 92% efficiency, which is GREAT news... 'cos i'm back on track!

look out world...
the ultimate lavidian is back!

Recovery.

After a HUGE wkend the weeek before, i did not realise it, but it toook a CHUNK out of me... system-wide shutdown of most critical systems. Sunday + Monday represented a weird state of regression into a neofetal state. Weird. totally uncalled for, but life is such... coupled with a sudden detractment from reality, the subsequence consequence was a withdrawal. Withdrawal from life. however, my inbuilt anti-depression routines kicked in, and i embarked on a recovery process. although i have yet to ascertain the cause of this sudden mental psychosis, i believe it is directly correlated to the recent progression of events.

Event 1: failure to complete the rollerblading move to saturday.Event 2: sudden fragmentation of internal goal-driven processes.Event 3: a paradox loop that has brought internal processing to a dead halt.Event 4: collapse in social planning subsystems - need a rehaul.

The abovementioned 4 events were the primary causes of the system-wide shutdown. Since then, i've recovered to 48%, which is still relatively low compared to the pre-weekend high of 89%.

Umm.. update on past wk... let's see... badminton as usual on weds, friday i received an SOS from Saz to help her move, so we did that, wif red and Winnie... sat, had brekky wif Chloe, then groceries then picnic with the gang. The old gang with new members... i miss them... SOOO much... they are so sweet... to the extent of putting up with my ideosyncracies. hmm... oh well.. c'est la vie. after picnic, crashed their cell, then went to dinner at sofia's then um... hung out at carlton gardens wif Wes, Sarah and Sandy. Then i crashed. taht night... totally blew out.sunday - felt the extent of the shutdown... rested... then at night watched F1 Bahrain wif the sister... taht was swell. Monday - parma night, and discussions of exporting the DTFC to sydney.

then... crashed again.

today systems are up to 49% from a last night low of 23%.

Yes. I am on a rapid recovery. All things considered. i can expect a potential 69 to 75% by tonight.

i am the ultimate lavidian

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it's been 8ish days since the last entry... it's been lavidian! truly lavidian... almost...

so here goes... last tues was sorta uneventful, weds was also sorta uneventful, save for a sudden growth spurt in badminton attendence... will need formal structure soon. thurs blading was cancelled due to a lack of interest (although with recent developments and the return of a particular someone - Cynth... things could get slightly more shaken). Friday - went to the Ebz churchy thingy... got lost trying to get Alex and Peter... Totally got lost in blackburn area... but made it there in one piece. was an intriguing time (according to another particiular somebody... intriguing means absolutely nothing to a reader, but still it was truly intriguing). After which, went up to the nearby Dandenong mountains wif Chloe. Went to a nearby trek beside skyhigh, walked till there was no more sunlight... though i must admit the moonlight did play nicely against the foliage... due to a stint of stupidity i only had my shades, and left my spectacles in the car... so i was partially blind towards the end of it...

An average Friday was crowned by an abso-spectacular Saturday - mornington. a random gathering of individuals - Joker, Chloe, Princess + the Ultimate Lavidian... the killer ride = the best road trip ever. despite an obvious innocuous exhaustion, i drove the trip... down to rye to see the sand sculptures... then to Artur's maze (dun remember the real name) - joker had discount coupons, so that was swell too!! i remember eating fish and chips on a bbq set at rye... feeling the sun on my skin, the breeze in my hair, and the salt on my lips... c'est la vie, mon cher, c'est la vie ques tres lavidas... ultimate lavidian.

night ended with dinner at some nice jap restaurant on smith street (i also dunno the name... maybe i should work on increasing my memory power???). Highlighted by Joker, Chloe, Vincent, Cynth. Cynth in particular... her long-awaited return to the high-lavidian game... she's back... ladies and gents... BOO! well... it's nice to have her finally back in my life... although we'll see how long this will last... with the inherent tendency towards dysfunction and disdain, the ultimate lavidian will need a personality tweak... i'm calling this the great uphill trudge for absolution and obvious reasons.

hmm... sunday, did church, then went back to sunbury... the start of my SNOOZE-fest... yes. this easter was also perpetuated with a snooze fest... almost 20 hrs of total snooze over 48 hours... and a fully recharged lavidian is ready to take on the world again!!! let's hope this will last until Anzac day, when another large scale outing is on the books. this time... Daylesford.

monday went wif dad and his sunbury mates to Bendigo to view the easter monday parade and the brilliance of the 300-feet dragon... was rather spectacular to see the strong chinese history in a country town such as bendigo... i'll not go into detail.. but after this experience... Easter monday 2008 trip to bendigo anybody??? haha...

ok. i need to get back to my boring life....

WORK WORK (spoken like the orc peons in Warcraft3)...


i am the ultimate lavidian

Okay... a sorta weekly update....

weds... badminton happened... the drizzle and the FINA made parking irritating, but was good... Ivan came to join us.. methinks he'll be a permanent... thursday... marked by another cancelled rollerblading session - due to nightfall and rainfall. Martha and i made chawanmushi and warmed some pizza and watched house... then we um... retired for the night. roller blading will face challenges over the winter as we strive to move it to saturday late morn/early arvo. friday... um... sweaty palms and and a palpitating heart... received the email from my dealer saying the $$ cleared... means.. that i can pick Eden up ANYTIME...

arranged for my dad to pick her up for me.. since that night, i wanted to touch her and drive her... BUT... there was that stoopid shopping thingy with Chloe and her friend. In the end it was she was a no show... maybe aliens kidnapped her... so it was just me + Chloe travelling to 2 Kathmandu's to get her her stunning black jacket, and a um.. stoopid beanine thingy with the two pony tail thingies that are so inviting to PULL...

sent Chloe home, DASHED for my train, and shuddered the moment i lay eyes and fingers on her sleek body... sleek lines... just plain SEXY... Ford Focus Zetec... absolutely Lavidian... haha... in honour of my Lavidian way of life... I am the guardian of Eden.

Saturday... um... DROVE EDEN... helped sista and Shaz move... then BBQ @ riverside, then dinner @ Joker's. the dinner was impressive.. but not as impressive as Joker's bach.pad. now, that is some serious moolah... putting pressure on me to um... strive highly... but nah... can't be stuffed.. drove Dorothy and Jolene there... was ok.. though they were a tad quiet... haha.

Eden proved herself, a very high quality specimen...

sunday... had brekky at sweetheart's wif dorothy... then rested and did some stuff... then dinner wif Rayz and Gordon... it was a nice dinner... two free bottles of wine... unfortunately i think the fish did not go that well with me.

An eventful week... EDEN-tastic!! next up... Easter break... and EDEN will demonstrate why she is the number one numero uno.

i am the ultimate lavidian.