i am the ultimate lavidian.

the last 2 days highlighted some intriguing confrontations with perspectives and proliferations. PINK ELEPHANT... bzzz.. it's comign along so well... once i'm done with this gotta start with the next song.. i may work on some of my older songs... haha.. this is so kewl. but i have to stop this soon.. gotta start working on my 40% assignment due tomorrow...

i need to balance out my thoughts... still in my typically lavidian way of life... reality drifts away... let's go party!

yest... had a bbq. Very kewl, very fun... then played monopoly.. with the credit card version.. which was interesting but got slightly irritating towards the end... today... i'm in the countryside now wif me dad... it was a good day to catch up, and seeing the massive improvement on the standard of the garden, and the tidiness...

hah... now, the big question is this... is it or isnt' it going to happen. will it come true? Will the bbq happen next wk? ah well, it all depends on dorothy.

also... another food for thought. Distance. Relationships. Risk. All very common concepts, but here's a new one.. torsion. Torsion describes the torsive component of a distant relationship. Torsion is proportion to risk. Torsion increases capacity for relational instabilities.

i have no idea what i'm mumbling on about... but i know i'm dead beat. had 5 hrs sleep yest. going to take a nap now, then waking to continue assignment... cheeerios...

i am the ultimate lavidian

yset timmy came over with nice Mini Octopus pizza.. really yummylicious. then we played badminton. day b4, beth came over and we recorded her song and an accompaniment for my new song... 'pink elephant'. it'll be a HIT!

am listening to my songs, ready to start remastering them over the course of next week. Lalalaa.... i really miss her... who? her.

tonite going to try to rush a stoopid assignment. tomorrow i took leave, but maybe i may have to do assignment too... *SUX! fri, thai dinner then borat, sat, bbq then got karaoke. what else... lalalaa... maybe i should dance... lavidas...

@ work, they just took me off my old project and dumped me onto a new one... lalala...

i AM the ultimate lavidian

guess what???

time passes, things happen, events occur, people change.

the passing of time is established by causality. everything has a cause and effect. period.

life in the last few has been an intriguing time of self-discovery.. i realised.. that i want my HOLIDAY!!! i want holiday... just a couple more weeks till i am able to embrace my destiny *and certain peoples too. and i am looking forward to the conclusion of the year of independence. what have i done asofar... yest had a discussion with a possible designer for my game... 'Rourou, how hot art thou' or rhhat, which is the workign title.

My album is jsut about to be completed in the next 2, 3 wks.. and there are 20 limited edition copies available... register yoru interest wif me... it's titled.. Just My Life.

i am bored. bored of work... i wanna retire... i wanna retire young. maybe i should just rob a bank. nah.. dun think that's effective enuf.

whatever it is... i AM the ultimate lavidian

i am the ultimate lavidian...

do you miss me?

haha...

Today.

Today is today. 30 days to the renaissance.

Today.

Today is the day. The month of anticipation begins.

Today.

Been a rather eventful week... met up with ssm, fsp, and am just about to get the framework in place for my new endeavour...

The week's been great... fm07 is starting to lose its appeal... i need to get fifa manager now... going to try to balance the multiplicity, but unknown how successful i'll be. there's just so much to do, and so little time to do them. also have been keeping up to date with my 4 series... battlestar galactica, house, prison break and heroes... all have been fantastic and absolutely stunning this wk.

songs... been slightly songed-out... am in a void of inspiration at this point of time... hopefully tonite, i can serve to clear some of these issues...

what else...

i want holiday, i like holiday, i want...

i am so bz it's not farniee...

brain's mulsh.. rushing assignment, figuring out weird stuff at work, playing fm07... DAMN the FM07.. it's so addictive...

aniways... dunno what to say... dunno what to do...

life is complex, a delicate weaving of fabrics... each small change has a immense effect on the rest... like dominos... one event perpetuates a continual string of events, leading to unpredictable iterative results. the ultimate chaos of causality.

no time to write....

i am the ultimate lavidian.

life's been accelerating.. once again we approach the end of an exciting year... summarized by 1. increased monies, 2. reestablishing the lavidas way of life, 3. rediscovering my passion for music and arts, 4. leading a revolution.

These will forever define my 2006, in which i approached the lavidian way of life.

The week has been fulfilling, and as i ponder upon the reality of my passions for the arts, i start pondering.. should i pursue my inspirations? or should i simply pursue it as a hobby... rather than lose sleep and joy over intricacies? that i don't know... and can't say...but that will the decision that shape 2007.

The currency of the situation embraces the possibility of an end of 2007 USA trip, as well as a mid-2008 start for a 2-yr England-based stint. Realisation of these depends on possibility, or several possible approaches, all of which are currently under analysis and development.

What do i want... what do we as humans want wif our lives? the lavidian theology states that the purpose of life is to live and to let live. to pursue what we want, because we are who are. Somebody once told me... life is not about the breath that you take but the moments that take your breath away. Where are these moments? If you experience just 1 breath-taking moment a month, it would be sufficient, wouldn't it?

C'est la vie...

i am the ultimate lavidian